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Saturday, May 14th, 2005
1:38 pm - stupidity
So I have pretty much been really really bored lately, and out of this I have come to realize that I have like, 3 friends at this entire school that ever ask me to do anything with them. And that kind of sucks, because all the other people that I am friends with just don't even bother to hang out with me. I think I am in a bad mood. uhh

current mood: sad
current music: rolling stones

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Thursday, April 28th, 2005
3:55 pm - oh my god
REMIND ME TO NEVER HANG OUT WITH PEOPLE I DONT KNOW EVER AGAIN.

current mood: grumpy
current music: sheryl crow

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Tuesday, April 26th, 2005
1:37 pm - drastic turning for the good of humanity!!!! not really
Last night was amazing... lets just say I am now super excited because I got something that I have been wanting. And now I just made a "wake up" playlist so right now "build me up buttercup" is on. Oh by the way, I am super happy because I think I take my tequila like a true Mexican. I discovered this last night when I took more shots than anyone there and the taste did not completely gross me out. I think I have found my new vodka.

Anywayss.... I have to track what I eat for a week for the nutritionist apt. and its pretty pathetic when I actually look at it. I ate breakfast today at 8, and it was a rather large breakfast which consisted of pancakes and potatos and fruit. I normally dont do that. Anyways, that was at 8, and after breakfast there are spaces for "mid morning snack" and "lunch" and "mid afternoon snack". It's funny because they will be blank, and the next thing I eat will be dinner at 5. I wish i wasnt poor. haha.

Ok well im out and I just want everyone to know that I miss my birds right now.

current mood: groggy
current music: my wake up playlist

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Wednesday, April 6th, 2005
9:54 pm - unfortunately hypnosis is expensive
i wish i knew what happened to me when i was a little kid... it would explain a lot.

current mood: ashamed
current music: tori amos

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Sunday, April 3rd, 2005
5:01 pm - wet cement
LAST NIGHT= weirdddd and randommmmm.... ok so me,erin,xanda,dominique, and xanda's sister + friends made an attempt to go to some club that erin's friend was dj'ing at, and we paid, went in, and realized that it was super lame. there were like, 20 people there. so we left and went to my Myspace friend's apt. and played scrabble amongst a mist of constant cigarette smoke. random? uh huh. waste of a sat. night? still wondering if it is...

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Tuesday, March 29th, 2005
11:10 pm - allergies and essays
All day I have sat in front of this glowing little screen trying to figure out how to fill four pages with Machiavelli's statement that a republic is best created by a man alone in the Discourses related to the Prince. It is finally done. Then I had to do Arabic homework which is insane. Now that the easy part is done and we have to learn vocabulary, I have decided to accept the fact that I will fail. Theeeennn I had to read an introduction to a book. I'm thinkin maybe 8 pages....no... the introduction had CHAPTERS in it and it is 35 pages long. Obviously, it is not getting done.

Anywayyysss...the best friend left today. It was strange having her in sf with me. Tomarrow some strange guy on myspace wants to run with me and then have me shower at his house. strange? i think so. However, there was a promise of a free dinner and movie, so im probably going to go. if im not back thursday morning, consider me sexually abused and buried in the park somewhere. report this to the police as soon as possible.

current mood: sick
current music: rilo kiley

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Wednesday, March 16th, 2005
11:20 pm - waterrrrr
im dehydrated. aghk.

blood tests cant be THAT bad. i mean, it only lasts a second.

so like, whats the deal? i need to start gaining FOCUS. I remember when I was in 8'th grade this boy I had a super big crush on told me to focus. It was cute the way he said it. So maybe I will focus just for the sake of my 13 year old self and her little crush. Just do it jess.

i miss my prissy. i listened to her song all day today because i dont know why, i just have been feeling like it. its a great song. and i miss catherinska, even though she dosnt like ska, because we are lame together and we dont do anything but sit and thats ok. and i miss lisha cuz shes such a girl. dude.

i want to be super dark and tan again... so watch out cuz i will be in the sun all day everyday spring break YO.

current mood: nostalgic
current music: get up kids

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4:22 pm - school or work- what a question!
Today I went into Olive Garden to get a job, since some random guy that worked there was able to help me out. The manager asks if I can skip my classes on a Monday to go to Orientation... I say... um, ok I guess. Then she's like, our training days are during your wednesday and friday classes, can you skip those too? And I'm like... uh..I could try. But she says she needs an answer, so I say ok. What type of crap is that? Uh, skip your classes that your parents are taking a loan out for so you can come in and get trained. How hard is it to train me a different time? Looks like this job ain't gonna go through.

Damn i need monneeeyyyy. as always though, whats new?

I dont get dinner tonight because i decided to be a fat pig and eat the rest of my sandwich in the fridge just right now. I wasnt even hungry. But I can't use another meal because of my precise planning of where my meals all go.

certain people are bugging me and it really sucks. i dont think i like it. i dont think i like them. hah. i think im just too nice.

current mood: cold
current music: all time quarterback

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Sunday, March 13th, 2005
7:42 pm - the weekend

 

 

SO yeah... that pretty much sums it up.



current mood: apathetic
current music: the concretes

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Thursday, March 10th, 2005
7:59 pm - lacking interest
Little livejournal, I have returned, and I bring a fresh new Jessica to share with you. Here comes a new exciting little life to be expressed via computer. Ah, the wonders of technology... to be able to share my thoughts with anyone in the world that is willing enough to read.

Lately I have been feeling super womanly-powerful-hell yes! You know what I mean? For instance, I wore a tank top today that showed the tattoo, and I just was strutting my stuff. I know, I know: there ain't much to strut, considering I'm a mere five feet and the only people attracted to me are child molesters, but what the hell?

Everyone bugs me lately. Is it a crime to want everyone to act EXACTLY like me? I think not. Why can't the world act as I want it to? People just talk in an annoying way you know? Or talk too much. Or talk too little. Or maybe I'm just in a bad mood.

So this weather just totally is increasing my outstanding desire to live somewhere beach-like. Screw San Francisco!! Yeah its cool, but honestly. There is no reason whatsoever to live here... I don't know. I'm super bitter. I don't even know why. I need motivation.

bah.

current mood: blah
current music: prycilla's mix

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